Today Brad would be 46. We will celebrate his life today. And how grateful we are that we got to share it with him. Some days are harder than others… some we know will be hard, and some catch us off guard and knock us off our feet. My hope for today is that it …
When Brad would ask me what I wanted for pretty much any holiday; I would reply with, “a card” But not just any old card. Well, I guess any old card would do, but my request was for him to fill it with his own words. Most holidays he honored this request. He would always …
I’ve had these exact words on a giant chalk board in my room for the past five years. TRUST HIM. You can do this. p.s. You ARE doing this. I needed to read them every morning and I needed to read them every night. Half the time I was bawling when I read them, …
Six years. Instead of focusing on the sad…. or the loss. Focus on the LOVE. Because no time, no distance, nothing exists in the world that can change OUR love. It’s mine and Brad’s. And it’s still growing and we are both actively still giving and receiving that love. It is part of my physical …
It was your birthday on Saturday. It is always bittersweet, But we had a good day. We celebrated and tried to make it about you. The girls loved it. They scribbled on balloons and blew out candles. We watched home movies and Ty even loved that part. Your last birthday that we spent together was …
Today when I was laying Sophie down for her nap we were talking. She likes me to tell her what we are doing the rest of the day, and the next day and so on. I think it is comforting for her to know ahead of time what the plan is. Today when we were …
Beginning so I have never done a blog before and I don’t really know what i’m doing, but I need a place to write about my life and what I’m dealing with and I don’t even know if I will make this public or not. but I do want my girls to read this someday …