Today marks five years since Brad’s death. That is crazy to me. Five years sounds like a long time. And it’s weird because it seems like a lifetime ago and also just yesterday all at the same time. I remember very vividly walking in my bed room to get Addie who was six months old …
So it’s safe to say that Valentines day is no longer one of my favorite holidays. to be honest, it pretty much blows now. And each year it is a hard day and it seems like I miss Brad more on that day than others….(didn’t think that was possible, but I guess it is.) so …
Mother’s day is another one of those holidays that I loved so much when Brad was here – but is difficult now without him. My first Mother’s day without him was the day after his funeral. That was a bad one. The other’s have been…o.k. I struggled with it this year and tried to …